Well, today I've come to realize a few things by just sitting here and thinking. First off though, I must say that Minecraft mods for Pokemon and Digimon are fun. Pokemon more so though. Digimon mod isn't extremely great, but it's fun if you know how to play it and you don't have a tone of terrain mods loaded in because I cannot find the damn Digi Village to save my life. Pokemon on the other hand is something I could play for hours on end. I remember when it first came out when I was only 4 years old...maybe 5...I honestly can't remember, but I was so excited! BUT....it sucks when you play by yourself and rather easy when you are addicted to using cheats in Minecraft....
Anywho....friend-zone (or however you wish to spell it) is something I'm coming to know very well. I have two guys I talk to a lot...everyday usually. One I see in person probably 3 times a week, maybe more depending on if we can afford it money wise. The other is my internet buddy. Internet buddy has a girlfriend who, in my mind, is emotionally and verbally abusive to him and he takes it. The other friend has a girl who has been on and off with him and every time he is over they talk...all the time...through text of course. I feel like I'm friend-zoned. I feel as if that I'm being ignored.
I understand that I am not the slimmest of people, but I'm a hell of a lot nicer than either of those girls. The one breaks up with the bestie every other week when they date. The online buddy has to tip toe around what he says so his gf doesn't bite his head off. I guess I'm just irked that I'm ignored and looked over because of...welll I don't even know. I try to be nice...I try to be caring and considerate. i sometimes just wish that someone would choose me for once...and not some guy who stalks me (happened in high school creepily enough).
Well I am sorry for any grammar errors. I'm writing this as I'm slowly falling asleep. I plan to try and work out a little more and eat a little less so I can get onto that diet idea I wanted to do in high school Anywho, until next time readers, what little of there are of you. Nights!
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